Wednesday, December 14, 2011

My Favorite Article of Clothing

If you were to ask any superhero what their favorite article of clothing is, they would all answer their underwear. I am no exception. During the day, I am Clay York—a lowly TCU college student. But on weekends and on scattered nights throughout the year, I am TCU Superman. I cheer louder than a speeding jet plane and leap through the crowd with a single bound. If the stands of any home game is empty or devoid of noise I burst into the scene to save the game one Riff Ram at a time. None of this, however, is possible without my cape and my dear beloved underwear.

My super hero underwear is Fruit of the Loom size medium. The “tightyy whities” are large enough to stretch perfectly over any pair of jeans and small enough to avoid awkward drooping around my pelvic region. Black body paint stains dazzle the already purple-painted underwear.

The paint job took hours to be complete and authentic. 11 strips of blue painters tape was used along with a quarter of a bottle of acrylic paint. The 11 strips perfectly spelled out CLAY in block letters to match the corresponding YORK on my cape. After spelling my name with the tape on the front of my briefs, I poured the paint over it. I used my kindergarten finger painting skills to spread the purple coloring across my undies.

After waiting hours for it to dry, I peeled off the tape, and the letters C, L, A, and Y formed in a perfect line to spell my name. When the last piece of tape was peeled off, the “tighty whities” transformed into an awesome badge of pride and spirit. I adorned myself with them seconds later, and I was born again as a superhero to Horned Frog nation and a TCU legend.

Take Home Part II: Iceberg

The Heirat River
Louis parks his car. He takes his hand off of the gear shift and sits immobile. His chest rises up and down very slowly from several deep breaths. He then grabs his key and turns it counterclockwise—halting the engine and abruptly stopping his radio’s broadcast of Elton John’s “Can You Feel the Love Tonight?” in mid-word.  He then takes his left hand and tries to open the driver’s side door. He fumbles with the handle, for his hands and the rest of his body was a miniature earthquake. Finally, his grip solidifies on the door handle. He pulls the latch to release himself in front of the grass-filled bank of the Heirat River.
Louis walks to the back of his red sports car and opens the trunk. He retrieves a large straw, coiled basket, closes his trunk door, and walks towards the river. He sits the basket as close to the brook as possible and pulls a large blanket out of it. Then he unfolds the blanket, lays it down on the edge of the brook. He then grabs four red bricks and puts them on the four corners on the blanket.
He lies down with his face overlooking the river. I’m very early, Louis thought to himself. He would be here alone for at least another hour. He decides to lie for a few minutes and stare at the river to pass the time away.
After staring at the river, Louis realizes that things are much different from when he first bought his picnic basket to come here in March five years ago. At that time, the water of the river was partially frozen. The water flowed, but slower than Louis and Kathleen could stroll by its side. They held hands and strolled leisurely to capture in the brook of the river, the river, and the purveying nature around them.
There were no fish, no ducks, no geese, frogs, or any animal visibly living in the frosted over waterfront. A small pocket of tadpoles were clumped together on the cusp of the river’s bank. The other sole decoration was the scattered rose bushes lining the border of the river. The flowers were not in full bloom. Instead, the roses were leaf-covered bulbs or closed-off rosebuds.
The more time Louis spent at the river, the more he began to realize the world around him. The scent of pine and wet quartz sprinted up his nostrils. His whole time there, he could hear the still water tapping the banks of the river and a large beaver gnashing and chopping at a fallen tree in the distance.
Louis opens his eyes and realizes that he was falling asleep while reminiscing about his last trip. He rubs his face and looks intently at the river to avoid another slip of daydreaming.
The river now looks completely different to Louis. The water chugs rapidly between the two edges of the river. The river is not thrashing, yet the current flows strongly enough to skip over small, dense pockets of limestone that poke out of the river. The water ripples apart and then rejoins into one continuous stream when the rocks are too large to graze over.
A paddling of ducks swims together nearly fifty yards away from where Louis sits. Two ducks are separated from the pack and swim adjacent to each other. Red and pink line the banks of the river. The rose bushes are in full bloom.
Across the river, a gray-haired couple sits on a bench with two rods. The man wears a khaki tan cap, a white turtle neck and red pants. He stands and picks up one of the rods. He whips his arm to the right and casts the fishing line forward. He waits for less than a minute, pumps and lifts the rod vertically, and begins to quickly churn the reel of the rod. He continues to reel and a plops out of the water and into the air. The woman jumps to her feet makes gestures resembling a clapping motion and hugs the man. She kisses him on the cheek.
Louis’ attention quickly shifts back to the water. He thought he saw the color of the river instantly change but then realizes the river is just carrying a group of fallen leaves from the large trees casting shadows on the far right edge of the river. Large waves of yellow, orange, and brown flowers pass through as the river current flows. The water moves more gently than before. Two red flowers tag along to the end of the colored procession.
Louis looks at his watch and realizes that he only has a few minutes before his friend arrives. He sits up from the blanket. He grabs the picnic basket and brings it closer to him. He reaches inside and pulls out four candles. He then takes out a pack of matches and lights each of the candles. He puts his hand back into the basket and takes out two plates, two napkins, two forks, two spoons, two knives, two flutes, and two bowls. He then takes out a thermos and pours his homemade cheddar and broccoli soup into the bowl. He reaches inside again and takes out a bottle of sparkling apple cider. He pours some in each of the two flutes.
He stands to look at the picnic that he prepared. He took a step to get a better look, and his knees slightly buckled. A pulse surges through his body, and the moisture on his hands begin to increase. He wipes the sweat from his palms, and kneels with his body directly facing the river.
On his first attempt to grab some river water, his right hand accidentally touches a bobbing bottle of Henriot that is stuck between two small rocks. On his second try of scooping, river water floods into his bare hands. The water does not have the thickness he expected it to have. There is little oil residue and few speckles of dirt. Instead, the Heirat is clear, thin and pure. He splashes the water onto his face. He pats his face and then begins to recite a quick prayer under his breath.
“Amen,” Louis concludes.
He stands, dries his hands on his black dress pants and sucks in all of the air that he can stuff into his lungs. His diaphragm and chest collapse as a long exhale leaves his body. He steps back over to his blanket. His knees don’t buckle.
He reaches his right hand into his pocket and feels his fingers touch a small, velvet-covered box. He grips the box tightly but lets it go when a pair of headlights enters his peripheral vision.
A car pulls up and slowly glides to a stop just before reaching the grassy, picnic area Louis set aside. The lights shut off, and the sound of the engine ceases to exist. The driver’s side door opens and the friend Louis has been waiting for steps out. She rests her hand on the hood of her car. It’s hot, yet she doesn’t take away her hand. She instead looks up at the peach sky to see the sun setting behind the riverfront.
Louis stands to greet Kathleen and also looks at the sky. His eyes meet hers and they both smile. He walks over to her, hugs her, and releases his arms from around her waist. They begin to walk and his hand clasps her hand. He grips tightly, and she squeezes. They walk toward the picnic blanket, and he looks at the now-calm river. The sun continues to set, yet the moons image becomes vivid in the sky.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

A Time When I Was Injured

My flesh starts to rapidly disintegrate as the heat of the flattening iron scalded my skin. The pain in my nerves is running through my body faster than DC Comics’ the flash, yet my corporal self just allows the heat to kidnap and murder my skin. Time quickly progresses. Within 2 seconds, a large, elliptical circle creates a round crater in my right arm and near my wrist. The crater, although originally “empty” and deep, quickly fills with a sappy maroon liquid. The liquid begins to overflow like hot lava and my arm transforms into a volcano.
As this happens, I finally react cognitively. My arm becomes the road runner and flees from the hot steel like its Wile E. Coyote or one of his many traps. I whelp in pain as if screaming at the top of my lungs would miraculously seal my wound and stop my bleeding. Water begins to overwhelm my eyes. My levy-like eyelids collapse beneath the emerging tears which begin to flood my face as if it were New Orleans.
My mom finally hears the civil defense siren coming from my larynx and rushes up to see my face drenched and sorrowed like post-Katrina Louisiana.
She lifts me into the air, from my crib, and my three-year-old body flies like a superhero. Blood still spews from my arm’s geyser, yet I feel safe. My life is in my mom’s trusted hands.
She gives me a quick hug, and as she holds me near her my pain begins to evaporate. I try not to cry to let her know that I understand that I’m going to be fine, but I am only three. Crying is the only thing I know to do. 

Bananagrams (My Favorite Game)

Fruit stands are often filled with pears, apples, oranges, watermelon, cantaloupe, and a plethora of other sweet, colorful and seeded meals. One fruit stand, however, is not home to rows of colored berries assorted to make a perfect color wheel of edibleness.  It is rather the home of an apple-shaped bag, a pear-shaped sack, a brown rectangular purse, and a banana-shaped pouch. The made-to-scale banana pouch houses 144 letter-inscribed tiles so crowds ranging from 2 to 7 can indulge in a seemingly perfect way to find enjoyment in one’s day.
Bananagrams, the game aforementioned, became an instant classic when I first played. The smooth, polished tiles slid gracefully off of my fingers and landed securely on the table below me like an Olympic figure skating leaping from and landing on ice. Words that I could barely remember or define began to form in front of me, creating an entire single-person-generated scrabble board.
“Peel,” I yelled once all 21 tiles that I originally grabbed were used and intermixed. A grabbed another tile. I added that tile to my crossword.
“Peel,” I yelled again…and again…and again. My opponents were drowning in a sea of tiles. Then I drew a “z.”
What words begin with z, I asked myself. I could only think of "zygote," but I had neither a g nor a y, so I decided to trade in for better.
“Dump,” I exclaimed. I then tossed the z back into the pile face down and picked up 3 new tiles in its stead.
I flipped the tiles over to see the letters Z, X, and Q. I thought to dump again, but I would be far too behind. I stalled in contemplation, and then I realized that my hesitation was a life raft for my opponents. They began to regain their composure and came afloat to complete the game.
I, in contrast, started suffocating in confusion. I took apart my entire board and started over to find the words coaxial, zealous, and qi hidden in the delicious alphabet soup in front of my body. I played these tiles, caught back up, and eventually won on the last tile.
Bananagrams has had my heart ever since. 

A Transitional Event/Period

I tried to reach out for help, but I don’t see a guiding hand

Everyone is caught up in the superficial drama of life’s constant demands
There is no one here to rescue me; they’re too sustained by their own lives
Small talk fills the air like smoke stacks, but no conversation cuts through the surface like knives
So people only see the success, the hard work, and the smile
Not knowing that every night I sleep and the tears from my eyes transform my pillow into the Nile
No one knows my life has changed drastically in the past year
So I suck up the pain and my eyes quiver as they fight back the tears.
The past passes and I’m hoping that the memories don’t become faded
And although I replay these memories, I never will become jaded
From these images in my mind. They will always have persistence
Because my memories forge the reality that my being wishes to exist in.
I’m told the present is a present and to be consumed by it’s presence
But the past gives me an abundance of satisfaction like birthday presents
So I’d rather have a time machine like H.G. Wells
To travel to where my mom is alive, my dad isn’t sad, and everything is well
But there’s no way I can go to the past and be there forever
Because life doesn’t work this way, so I’m forced to believe that never
Is the only answer to my questions of when.
Time doesn’t exist for my thoughts or feelings in this world of sin.
So a state of dejection is what constantly embraces me.
And I try to race away from the grief that chases me
Like mice and criminals flee from cats and cops
But I can’t keep up the pace, so I’m consumed when I stop
And the peace and stillness that my mind irks for
Vanishes, but yet the desire I can’t ignore
So I reach out one more time for someone to help me through
But the help doesn’t come, and I still cry over you.

Skye Nakaiye

As a child I had thousands of toys, but no single toy induced more smiles or better led my journeys to destroy the evil 7inch inanimate villains than Skye Nakaiye. Nakaiye was a TV star, whose puppet likeness paraded across any television tuned into PBS’s Puzzle Place.

In my room, my head, and my heart; however, Skye was a warrior. He stood proudly at 10 inches tall, and towered over every foe that dared to attack him. His limber, rubbery body, made him elusive enough to dodge any attack. His blue bandana kept his long, mangled hair away from his face so he could maintain his vision and properly see any attacks coming. If any foe tried to combat Skye, he knew exactly what to do to defend himself.
Skye’s brown, leather shoes had scuff marks from constantly roundhouse kicking Goldar, Blue Eyes White Dragon, and other ferocious villains in the face. Even with the scuffs, his shoes shined like bicycle reflectors caught in headlights. His pale blue jeans, as with the rest of clothing, fit snuggle to his body like jeggings. His black t-shirt meekly peaked through the opening of his yellow rain jacket as if it felt inadequate compared to his brilliance. His necklace was a white, feathered dagger piercing the blackness of his t-shirt. His rain coat was perfectly cuffed. It had no purpose other than to protect him from occasional, uncontrollable drool that would climb out of my mouth in sheer awe of the epic battles that he would partake in.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

My Best Friend

Her flamed hair generously flows to the upper parts of her back. As she walks, it undulates and reminds any observers of the Beatle’s classic “Strawberry Fields Forever.” A few strands break away from the other cluster of follicles and sticks to the cheeks of her sallow face. The hair inches toward the center of her face as if magnetically drawn to the freckle in the middle of her bottom lip. If she were to brush the strand of hair away from her cheek, her face would be a sea of white with 2 pools of cool, blue Caribbean seawater opulently placed symmetrically across her face like ornaments on a Christmas tree.

When flustered or frustrated, colors transform her face into a tie dye creation.  Her eyelids become TCU purple. Her eyes darken into a Carolina blue. The rest of her face becomes roses. The only thing that can part the red sea of her cheeks is a firm, loving hug and a calming reassurance that everything will be alright.

When excited…she speaks and…stops…in no rhythm at …all as… if… hyperventilating. When indifferent, a goofy, lackadaisical smile slithers across her face showing a well of apathy – only towards anyone who truly knows her.

My best friend truly is a remarkable individual, and everyone says that about their best friends; however, no one truly knows what that means because no one else is best friends with NKS.